littlest_turtle's Xanga

the hills

Wed, 21 Oct 2009 14:00:43 GMT

i have a guilty pleasure. i watch really bad tv shows. for example: the hills, the city, real housewives of anywhere, toddlers and tiaras (for a little while), any show having to do with plastic surgery, etc. from these shows i have realized life is probably easier and more interesting if you are young, beautiful, female, charming, and mean.

my mind grapes

Wed, 16 Sep 2009 19:04:19 GMT

koller has requested i begin blogging again, but alas, my mind grapes are out of juice.

Friday, January 02, 2009

Fri, 02 Jan 2009 00:46:21 GMT

hello? does anybody read this anymore?

Friday, January 04, 2008

Fri, 04 Jan 2008 06:00:48 GMT

at work i now get every other friday off, beginning tomorrow. someone emailed me today at 9 pm saying they needed some extremely important file asap so i'm at work right now transferring it over so i dont have to come here tomorrow. its scary and dark and strange and for some reason they turn out all of the ceiling lights and shut off power so i can't turn them on. only the creepy fluorescent desk lights come on and it makes it scarier. its so quiet...this fucking sucks. the F word is really bad, but it's the only word that describes how scary it is in here.

:(

Thu, 29 Nov 2007 19:52:08 GMT

i am BORED

Thursday, August 23, 2007

Thu, 23 Aug 2007 10:12:40 GMT

yesterday at 9 o clock i realized i had left my blackberry in my sweater pocket at work, and it is set to alarm at 6 in the morning very loudly. knowing it would go off for about an hour and probably annoy the hell out of anybody who happened to be at work before 8, i decided i would go rescue my blackberry before it went off. so it is 6 in the morning, and i am sitting in my office in a deserted building, wanting to kill myself. the end.

john and kate + eight

Wed, 18 Jul 2007 01:20:10 GMT

today sarah and i were watching "john and kate + eight" on the discovery channel about a family who has eight kids. the dad is an IT analyst, and the mom is a nurse. i am an IT analyst, and sarah is a nurse. now, somehow, we will have eight kids.

idiot.

Wed, 11 Jul 2007 13:34:48 GMT

i don't know what i'm doing at work and i feel like an idiot. i can't even imagine ever knowing what i'm doing. i am hoping that nobody notices i am incompetent. yes, boo hoo, big pity party for me.

bored.

Fri, 29 Jun 2007 14:01:19 GMT

half the people in my group didn't come to work today for various reasons. this gives me and the other new girl very little to do and very little supervision. i am bored.

old

Thu, 28 Jun 2007 12:45:37 GMT

i am old. today i woke up and realized i am old. in the morning, i carry around a starbucks paper cup of coffee with that cardboard sleeve thing. i use eye cream, read cnn.com, and i wear uncomfortable shoes. i realized yesterday that the coworkers whom i thought were late 20's...are actually my age. and realized...i probably seem as old as them. springtime of youth is almost over.